June 2023: BRB regulating to new depths of feminine power
It is only when the body & the essence of your soul feels safe, nourished, and cared for in your thriving..
Will your feminine unravel into all her glory & deliciousness
Opening to the surrender of the mystery and feeling held by Spirit & Mother Earth
Holding greater power wherever she leads & feeling the depth of her heart in service to the whole
The liberated feminine isn’t constricted by the rigid, overly controlled, masculine of toxic patriarchy
She lives & breathes fullness into her be-ing and the masculine embraces every last drop
This June day I woke up in a slump,
Got my body movin, spirit flowin, hand writing
still felt heavy & low
got triggered and felt the sensation of anger creep up
as it started to express itself at first I said not now, later
Then realized this is the same response I’d been giving it lately, it had been building to the point of near implosion
I’d slipped into the pattern of prioritizing feelings of bliss & gratitude which had resulted in turning away off from the fire that had been festering within
My lover notices & and asks if I want to be held or be alone
I say if you want to be here just witness me in my anger
I don’t want solutions, shifts in perceptions, logic, or reason
He came and sat beside me
I let the heat move through me in unfiltered fury
I gave myself permission to surrender to my wild feminine and she outpoured in tears, groans, and ugliness
Freedom from my own restrictive containment
From feeling not quite safe enough to express all the emotion I had been unconsciously holding in
Holding my self as she fell apart & my partner silently held steady divine masculine ground
The anger softened to sadness, then pain, the deeper wound beneath the trigger revealing itself
Tenderness in the exposure
I wiped the tears & snot and soothed my system with full body caresses
Allowing goodnesss to fill the space I’d just cleared & opened
heaviness lifted, dropping into a new depth of intimacy with my body & being
Soft kisses & sweet squeezes
Letting my nervous system calibrate to a juicier paradigm of safety in feeling, receiving, & holding my feminine power
Filled with a wealth of wisdom, safety, trust, surrender & overflowing love & support
Body spacious & elevated with a felt sense of rich resonance landed
Alchemy is magical AF
In my first year of devotion to this liberation work I reached 5-10k consistent months, by year 2 I was having 5 figure days & surrounded by millionaires who felt unsafe in intimacy with love & money, and I’ll tell you..
True liberated wealth is an awakening beyond money held in the safety of fullness & richness in the body..
Here, my sweet love, is where your nervous system anchors in the deep rootedness of a new paradigm of wealth.
In pleasure & devotion.
Rich with juicy deep love & a fullness of life.
Through the energetic waves of your humanness and brilliance.